Tuesday, November 9, 2010

opened my eyes:

This post is just something that i realized.. not too much ana related, but more of i guess, self esteem ish

Today i go into work like i normally do.  The day starts out suckish. I just didn't like these two guys at my work that just kept saying stuff like, you don't know how to do anything. I mean i'm not a sissy wuss who takes offense to little remarks, but it was really starting to piss me off.

So later on during the day, some really nice guys come to my line.  The first was an aviator marine, which immediately drew my attention. Everyone's buying the Black ops like COD games at my work, and he was telling me how me did it in real life, and now he wants to play it in the game! and plus he's a cop, which intrigued me once again, since my friend wants to do exactly what he wants to do, become a marine then become a cop.  Anyway- he's got this problem, hence his presence at the customer service desk.  He says he doesn't want to come back to the store, then said, well, maybe for this beautiful girl tho (me! ^_^ )  well,m it's not like this is a romance story, he's got a wife, but it flattered me...

2nd guy.. he was a crazy cranky old man, ugly, crazy. always comes into the store.. he tells me he hopes i am as smart as i am beautiful, once again, i am flattered.  Besides his plans upon how to keep 7 million dollars incase you find it in ur bathtub.. (yeah he was slightly crazy)  he told me that whoever my man was, he was a lucky one.  He then looked at me and said, i'm not lying, it's not like i'm getting laid tonight.  He continues telling me how kind and beautiful I am, and you know what? i am genuinely flattered.. this man then says, what chance do i have? I am old and ugly.  I don't even know how to respond to that.. He asked for my hand, kissed it, then left.  Sure.. he was PRETTY old, and yeah ugly cuz he was old, and cranky/mean/crazy.. he flattered me.  He made me feel.. beautiful. I mean, he's a crazy. He probaly thinks that about anyone with a vagina.  All my coworkers were telling me how they felt bad for me, how they laughed and gave me their empathy upon the situation, but you know.. he was nice, that guy was nice to tell me that stuff.. altho in a rather overly blunt fashion.  If any other guy EVER thought that kind of thing about me, (the pretty part, not the getting laid part) they would never say it.. this guy, i guess as he put it, had nothing to lose, so he told me.  So thank you.  He also told me he was going to go home, get a beer, and pretty much waste his life. But hey.. i guess that's just him.  Thank you, to all those who make me feel beautiful

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