maybe it's just me

Maybe it's just me but i think maybe, idk, i just don't like the way i look. i just recently started posting again, and ah idk.  I'm lucky I guess to have a boyfriend to always tell me he likes the way i look and he likes the parts of me i'm insecure about, but i always think too that he wouldn't mind if i looked better, thinner.  he's clearly said he doesn't want me fat, but idk whatever

Today i just did insanity, pure cardio and insane abs. I really hope i get insane results. i sometimes worry of over working and not eating enough, bc i hear that can stall getting thinner. and that's kind of scary