Holidays

Hmmm, the holidays are coming, and my pants are getting a little tighter.  It only means i need to starve justtt a little more. <3  At the mall today, i am feeling extremely fat. Still.  At least the scan machine at the mall said i was size 0 and 1.  That boosts my esteem a littttle... cept i know i am probably still a 3. </3

i've been a little down lately but that's fine... i guess.