hm..

i don't hate myself for binging, i fear myself for lack of control

i can control myself.. i had for so long..  I'm trying really really hard to stay strong. I'm trying reallllllllllly hard..... i fear what i will become if i slip control again. and again. and again.

I must have faith within myself.  Fear only exists when you lose faith, and I won't lose faith in myself, and i won't lose faith in you.