Today was an okay christmas, very good actually. I don't have extended family, so it's always small, but sweet i guess. I spend christmas eve working and i 100% loved it because i love my work. Today is christmas, and i didn't eat much at all yesterday, and i can't wait to shrink. My mom bought me teeth whitener for christmas(: This will motivate me NOT to purge...
I just watched black swan. I am depressed. No one likes me, and it's all because my cousin is thinner than me. I'm going to try and not eat for as long as I can. See wha happens. Eating isn't even worth it. Luckily i work for 9 1/2 hours tomorrow, a little longer than what's legal. I need to be thin...
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