hello helllooo

Helloo hey alll. I know i haven't been posting much lately.  To be honest i'm not really sure why, and i don't really rememer last week that much, so it must have just gone by really fast and I guess i was just really busy

I weight myself twice a day still, and I eat salads everyday.  I know i used to just not eat, but i'm scared of making my metabolism too slow.  I'm just eating negative calorie foods, and weight lifting, and running.  I plan on running for two hours today after school, now that I am not restricted from track practice.

I truly believe i can make it to 105 in two weeks(:  I'm really excited and really pumped.

I also want to get thinner because my boo is thin.  He is thin and i want to match him.  I want to be thin with him. I just noticed I never rly see him eat and i should just be like him.

I think everything is going pretty well for the most part, and now that the weather is getting warmer i'll be happier, but the only way i'll get happier is if i lose weight and look great in the sun.

Love <3
I really think i can look like her.