you wanna know whats unfortunate

So this is my deal... i definitely and very obviously had full blown MIA, and not to call anyone stupid, but i know that being MIA is bad for like you know, your organs and what not. so i stopped purging...or at least i tried.

It took me a while to stop, and now i feel like i'm going from mia to, binge eating... i have slipped so far, but all i gotta remember is that


you can't change the past, but you can change the future

and that's exactly what i'm still going to do.. change the future <3  
STAY STRONG EVERYONE! everyone has the will power!!

i found that chewing the little food that i eat REALLY REALLY slow helps...(: